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Name: Liyah (Lilah)
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Wheaton
Birthday: 2/19/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Softball, football, sports in general, helping people, talking to people, hanging out with people, making things, baking things, fixing things and building things.
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AIM:  lianrdodavinci2
AIM:  liy4x
Member Since:
5/10/2005
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| You ever have those days when you see almost nobody?
Then your brain goes on overtime?
and you just think....
and think....
about EVERYTHING?
and all the emotions come together
till you can't tell what thought is bringing what emotion.
You have every reason to be happy
but for some reason there's a lump in your throat.
You realize you think too much,
But then you think about how much you think
and you know why there's a lump in your throat.
because you've gone in a circle
and it feels helpless
then you realize
you have no reason for that lump in your throat
but to smile
because you are loved
and amazing
and most of your thoughts have no basis for the conclusions you've come to
so you think of the good things in life
or just how good your life is as a whole
and smile
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| I've realized today that one of my best friends here likes my boyfriend.
Always saying how much she loves him,
Laughing uncontrollably at what he says,
Always bringing him up,
Cuddling with the turtle I made him (which i then lysolled and fabreezed!!!)
Just a bunch of stuff
and it's weird.
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| As the man walked up to me he admitted his computer illiteracy.
It clicked in my head as I looked at his screen that he had been trying unsuccessfully to log on for the last 5 minutes.
As I logged him in as a community member he stares in confusion.
I showed his where the internet was while he informed me that he just got set up with a myspace and yahoo page today.
I had to show him where the address bar was, in which he then typed his email name, followed by "@myspace.com"
I had to giggle
Finally we got logged into myspace.
As I helped him, I found out that his oldest kids had set up the pages for him. I had to show him that you can click on thumbnails and see the bigger picture. After he didn't recognize the first girl, he stared at the second and proclaimed "Oh Shit. That's my kid. One year old last time I saw her."
I don't know, it was pretty cool.
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| I just feel like writing today.
The semester is almost over. What a semester it has been. Contrary to a couple predictions, I have neither been drunk, nor have I had sex with anyone while I'm here (and I'll throw in that I also haven't done any drugs). I've made many friends. I've realized my dreams and solidified my beliefs. I've bettered my best friendship, and I've grown into someone I finally don't despise. I give credit to my friend for helping me grow so much.
I've been pretty sick this semester a couple of times. I had a terrible cold, then a relapse, then strep, and now I'm sick again. I broke my nose last week. Me, being outrageously dramatic decided to smash my face into my friends knee. Aside from those, I've had many various smaller injuries. School has gone fairly well aside from being sick and having to miss class. Everything has been turned in up to date, and I'm planning on keeping it that way.
Yesterday was rough. I was trying to register for my courses, and we ran into a problem where the registration office has taken over 6 months to process my transcript to tell me what classes transfer. Also, I might be done with CWC classes at the end of next spring. The only things left over will be my NOLS semester, and a science class. If anyone actually read this, and wants to know about what I'll be doing NOLS.edu is the website for the wilderness trips. I've changed my major slightly, from Outdoor Education and Recreation to Outdoor Education and Leadership. Its not much of a difference, but still.
Last week my tire blew out
I'm running out of thing to say. I'm convinced I gave myself brain damage when i broke my nose. OH
My day today so far... I woke up late, couldn't stop coughing stuff up, had a bloody nose, came to work, only to find out I could go back to bed. I went back to bed, but couldn't sleep till i fulfilled my duties of waking a certain person up. SO, the rest of my breaks today, are nap breaks! YAY
goodbye!
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| I've realized that many of the students here see nothing but negativity in life. They are always complaining and gossiping. Every time i walk into a room someone has a new story to tell about how big of an idiot someone else it. I'm so tired of this.
For the most part, I'm a positive person. This negativity is basically draining me. The day before yesterday, I went to bed with my roommate complaining about something. I woke up in the morning to the same thing. I asked her to just stop the negativity for a second, but she kept going. Sadly I felt like this was going to effect my entire day. It's those points in life where I simply feel like I need to get away. I need to escape from the stress and just go somewhere.
I started to devise a plan to get away yesterday. A few ideas went through my head, but none seemed concrete. SO, sitting in english class, I texted my friend who wasn't in class that day to see where he was. Jon told me that he was on a drive to relax! Cheater took my idea! I told him so, then said that we should go to chipotle. To my surprise, he was already on his way there. He told me to meet him in Casper, and we would drive to Cheyenne. I immediately got up in the middle of english class and drove to Casper. We met up, got some starbucks, and headed to Cheyenne for the main event. My mouth hasn't been that happy in a while.
The freedom I felt leaving class, and driving 4 hrs on a whim was amazing. To go with such a great friend made things even better. We greeted civilization for the first time in months (for me), and just explored. We had no plan, but we stayed out all day, and got back around 2 am. I would do it again in a heart beat. What a great day, and what a great escape!
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